Monday, November 30, 2009
I could not have spent 2009 with people any better then them.
They made me feel right at home when I first stepped in.
They reminded me of my self introduction on the first day I met them.
"Hi! I'm Jerlynn and I'm from PJC."
They laugh at my stupid jokes (which I admit isn't always quite that funny.)
Although I think most of the times they laughing at me, rather then with me, but what the heck.
Oh not forgetting thos paper aeroplanes and the plot to make me watch a horror flick.
I'm going to miss them so much. I wish we could have taken A's together, but I know you will all do very well in your own time. (just like meeee)
Like I said, I couldn't have asked for better classmates for my second J1 year.
09S04, Abba's answered prayer to me. Thank you.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
SCHOOL tomorrow. Not something I'm looking forward to after an approximate four school-less days. Can't say I did much studying, it's tough to go out and study alone okay. Hello! I wish I was j2, then...... my 'break' will extend till tomorrow, but that'll mean prelims will start on friday. On second thought maybe not J2 afterall.
I'm sure if God remembered my sins, I'd be sentenced to hell for eternity. Thank God He doesn't. I remember someone told me that it's not about my faith in God, but His faith in me. And so "coincidentally" bryan sent us beemail and this was what was in it.
Heb 13:5 [AMP]
...and be satisfied with your present [circumstances and with what you have]; for He [God] ‡2 Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor ‡3 give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, ‡4 [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor ‡5 let [you] down ( ‡6 relax My hold on you)! [ ‡7 Assuredly not!]
SEEEEEEE!!! God's alive, God's word is TRUELY TRUELY the LIVING word of God. Abba repeats 3 times that He'll not He'll not He'll not leave me nor forsake me nor let me down. Always held in His arms close to His heart, that's where I am and will always be. Regardless of how stupid/ loser-ish/ inferior/ naughty and everything that I really am. Not me, but Jesus in me.
My Jesus.
My Abba.
My Bread.
My best friend.
Friday, July 17, 2009
I am tired today, tired in a good way. As in tired because I had a good days' work. Managed to cover much while studying with le! Once again I had one of those moments again! I alighted at commonwealth instead of queenstown. Any idea how silly I felt? hehe!
(: I'm hoping to go for sunday service even though there's Arrow tomorrow.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm suppose to be studying, but I really need a break.
What am I doing in a junior college? Why am I taking on the A levels? Why did I not go over to the polytechnic?
Sometimes reality slaps me so hard in the face, it's really very hard to ignore. I asked Abba today, where's my 30fold?
I found out today that I have de-proved. I found out, yet again, what it's like to feel extremely disappointed. I found out today, that I've grown so used to failure. I found out today what it feels like to feel blessed for a friend, but yet envious of that friend. Today, I felt stupid and small. Most importantly, today I know how much my Abba loves me. Today I found out in the smallest ways how magnificent my God is. Today, I finally realise that I'm none of the above. Today, I've began to see, what it means to cast my eyes on Jesus and disregard my circumstances.
Life has been pretty harsh on me, but my Jesus has always been and will always be here for me.
There is no testimony without testings. No room for improvement without mistakes. Correction hurts, but is vital.
It's a heartfelt knowing that it's correction out of love, and I can run into His embrace when I cry.
You know what, I'm imperfect.
It does not matter.
A God who loves me just as I am, but too much to allow me to remain as I am. I finally understand what it means.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
I'm ultimately bored to the bone.
LOA's the lastest buzz on what's happening in my life. It's official, I'm under "quarantine". Get this, I'm not allowed to go back to school till 8th of july. Usually I'd be over the moon thanking God for answered prayers, but this time I really wanted to take my exams IN THE EXAM VENUE. I guess all things work out for my good? I'm sure it will. I can't wait to hear about how the school's going to assess my promotional status. pfffffft. I think it'll be "great".
PFFFFT. PFFFFT. OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Something nice should be said right(: I LOVE MY CG LIKE MANY MANY MANY!!!!! They got my muffins and a card an a bottle/cup/mug/cup from starbucks. My love to Candice, Ahfa, Viv, Cass, Trix, Mr Hi!, YL, Max, Josh, Caleb, Sam, Bryan, BOBBIEEEEEE, chuting, KG, Grace, abi. THANK YOU JESUS FOR MY CG. (meet candice an hour ago to get my present).
Who will be the vessel of God's love for me without them.
Tonnes to do. Spirit is willing, oh, but the flesh is just too weak.
Change the sheets, study for my math exam which will most probably not count towards my promotional status, gg. Check out the price of Wii, change the sheets. Study do some more math.
DENISE HAS FINISHED HER EXAMS. I would say I've more or less finished mine. We're going out tomorrow, hoping B's coming along too.
Friday, June 12, 2009
CAMP IS LESS THEN 60 HOURS AWAY!!!! Excited am I. HELL YEAH!!!!! It's awesome.
Dan friend, I think you're the only one reading my blog!! You're awesomeeeeee!
Life has pretty much been quite uneventful, except for Wednesday. I MET UP with 4E6(: I had so much fun. Gerri, Nathan, Subodh, Ngai, Ben, Yun, Lam, Dan, Ken, Lim Ther and carina. To all those who didn't come/ couldn't make it, come next time yeah! We went to The Mindcafe. Heh made a heaven load of noise...... HAHA and now forgetting the drinking "punishment". Aw I really miss my secondary4 days. They are just awesome.
Going off to pack my books and all (woke up bright and early to study). Meeting my CG later to shoooop(:
Saturday, June 06, 2009
ITS LIKE 8 MORE DAYS TO CAMP(: I'M EXTREMELY EXCITED((((((:
This camp is going to be very different from others that i've been to. I think it's going to be a whole new experience for me. Very interesting. However I still don't quite know what to expect yet, Jeremy already has a "wish"list. I haven't quite came up with mine yet. Thank you Jesus when I don't know you know. You're the GOD of my FOREVER.
To Abba (cause you're the only one that knows)......... HAHAHAHAHA YES!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!WOOHOO??!!!?!! HAHAHAHAHAHA....
This is intense mans! I just cannot wait for camp.
Abba thank you for today, the gentle reminders of who I really am. I HEART YOU TONNES(V)
